daughter to father..

abah...selamat hari jadi yg ke56..smoge pjg umur dan di murahkan rezeki...i see many suffer,pain,n sadness in your eyes...i can see it all..but i cant show it to u..im egoistic..i never said dat i love u father...i never said i wanna hug u...its so deeply in my heart...i want to..truly..but i cant...i never used to it...ur wife said it too..ALLAH..please...give him strength to live...we want to be with him for a long time..eternity..i've done so many bad things to him..im sorie for all of my mistaken..