wat would it feels to be abandon???? hav u ever feel it before? i do...yesterday,today,tomorrow or even someday...i admit it..i do...i really hate being in this kind of situation...faithfully..its hurt me soo badly...its lacerate my heart onto pieces....i noe..im a bad person,im not good enough to be on their side..but nobody's perfect..think deeply wat n how does i felt when they juz threw me juz like dat...tell me..! we used to be loving each other more than anything...but u broke my heart...we r walking 2gether..n its hard 4 those other to separating us..but its u that broke our fortress,u the one who impure n contaminate our grasp... finally they walk in a pair..leaving the others with questions n thought...why?? why?? why?? how could u!!! i love u!! i really do...god knows..He heard me...im not interest to tell anybody about wat i feel, coz u r da only place where i disgorge all of my sadness,my sorrow,my everything...now u gone..leaving me to the rest...they asking me with a cynical face...hmmm..;( so,i better thinks that two is bettr than one,three or four..even we used to hanging out together,i felt empty..n i think i better walk alone,n juz let u be with the one that u feel comfy..everyday was nothing 4 me..i've lost my confidence,n my humour...im no longer bubbly as i used to be..im tired of this..dats y i juz letting u go..im sorie if my decision hurts u n creating angryness or madness..but i hav to..im ashame of myself n i ashame with u...i cant go back coz i really hurt..im suffered a lot!!! i always pray 4 ur happiness n healthyness..god bless u all..
