sundal.....!

hello haters!! aku bengang sggh dgn kau..! xpsl2 fb ake kne deactived kan?
ko skolah,blaja tinggi melangit,jauh smpi ke melake tp BODOH BANGANG!!!!!!
ape ko blaja kat universiti jauh2 psl nk memerli org je ke?
cube aku perli btg hidong mak nenek ko dlm kubur? kang xpsl2 bgn blik dr kubur 2..
yelah...xthn dgr cucu cicit kne maki...tp klu cucu cicit sundal gler, smpi ke mampos pon xnk mengaku sedare..
spelling over da top, cite psl hbgn ko yg bru setahun jgung tu..time ko tgh bercinte,hingus aku pon da keras..
aku da 3 thn bercinte,aku tau la resamnye mcm mne..ko ingat kote balak ko 2,suci sgt? klu nmpk puki dpn mate,nenek krepot pon dye kebas..!
BABI..!

ni lg satu..yg ko sebok kecoh psl aku nk kongsi acc fb ngan balak aku,apsal betine???? ade aku kaco muke ko yg mcm hanjeng tu ke?
aku xkacau life ko,so jgn sebok hal aku...persoalannye sggh terang skunk ni..ADAKAH aku kacau mak ko yg tgh memasak di dapor?
ADAKAH aku ganggu bapak kau? ADAKAH aku ganggu amalan kau? ADAKAH aku ganggu balak kau yg xensem tu?? ADAKAH???????????????????????????

so skunk.........PEGI MAMPOS BETINE SIAL HANJENG PUKIMAKs!

syg...

y am i soo damnly generous..i cant be really angry,coz i didnt allowed to..when im angry,people laugh at me..i felt stupidly embarassing..like im foolin myself..da mcm clown rsenye..but so wat,i feel comfort when they laugh wit me coz my jokes..but not laughing at me!! nothing to be issued anyway..xde papepown sbnrnye..(tp aku ttp xpuas hati..) mlm ni mlm ramadan..1st puase..but i cant feel the ramadhan spirit tough..ntah la knape..nak umi!!!!!nak abah!!!!! sob3..laki aku c abdullah pie 2 taunye nak mrajok je..ckp sket marah..huh! nsb baik syg,klu x aku geget tlinge dye smpi putus..geram! arghhhh! nak geget ima r jap agy..lps tension..kuang3..


oh ramadhan...! betapa byknya rahmatmu..menyanjungimu membawa kberkatan kpdku..semoge bulan indah ini tidak aku sia2kan dgn p'buatan keji dan mungkar..allah! beri kekuatan pd kami..dgn semangat ini moge dapatlah kami hidayah serta pahala yg mlimpah ruah..berkatilah kami ya allah! amin.............

rakan2....

kpd rakan2 ksygnku....!!! trimas dri ujong rmbt smpi ujong kaki...!!
korg sume spesel d'hatiku...wish2 korg aku jdkan sbgi kata2 azimat w'pon sepatah 2..i appreciate it a lot!! yg plg aku 2ggu..bestie2 aku yg plg tebaek dlm donia!!! like..afni asril,nur azwani,nadya zulkefly,sis intan,farhana,saiyedah hidayah,yella,azalea,ruzielyana,izdihar,najwa,cip a.k.a hidayah isa,nabila azyani,n shahila yg b'tungkus lumus mcari hadiah2 aku yg mahal gile babeng ahhhh di..'GOOGLE' hahhahahha...thanks kalian..! halimah!! kamoo mane plak??? adoyai..

pd rakan2 yg lain..korg pon spesel dlm hati,jantung,limpa,serta ususku...syg korg woi...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love u kacak..!!

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sumpah aku cinta kamoo..!!!! bak kate 'kesha'
'ur love is my drug'
bak kate aku plak,...
'u make me high over u,gua stone psl lu punya cinta!!!!'

30th of may..

sumpah aku hepy glew ari ni...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! syg celebrating me..he gve me a full of happiness today..the watch,the roses,the card n the baskin robin cakes...god knows how happy i am today..i drop a tears...i've neva been celebrate like this before..Its awesome n bizarre!!! mule2,aku pikir aku mimpi...but its real...! thank u ALLAH...4 creating idris syafie 4 me...im grateful 2 have him in my life....he's adorable..i've neva expected all this..its killin me..!! im hepy to death..! aku petik sedikit ayt2 manessss bak gula sang pujanggaku ini di fb.."happy birthday b... i wish u all the love and happiness in the world, lots of wishes come true. Give you lots of hugs and kisses. Sorry, i didnt get you what you wanted. i had no money to buy you a blackberry or those i-phone i think, or a fossil, or new ipod or trip to some where,or new sun glasses, and not even new r...ing.... hehe.... tomorrow will be da best moment for you, that i promise you... i love you.....;p"..ya allah!! aku rse aku la pompuan plg beruntong skali dlm donia ni..!! dye sggp abeskan duit gaji dye semate2 utk present aku...dye sggp korbankan tido dye semate2 utk kad yg dye decorate sendri...ayg..thanks a lot 4 all that beautiful,awesomeness gift..!!! i love it..today,i'll remember da most...those beautiful roses,watch,lovely card,yummy cake,n wat soo ever,i'll keep it like i kept u in my heart...i drop my tears today...its a grateful tears..my lovely idris syafie,u doesnt hav 2 do all that 2 show u luv me...anyway yunk,i appreciate all this ...thanks God coz giving u to me..u'r already a great gift..!♥


"SAYANG KAMOO SAMPAI MATINYA AKU PRIAKU IDRIS SYAFIE...!!"

the truth is...

n da truth is..........emmmmm..blog aku ni lbih kpd luahan hati n lepas geram xhengat punya!!!..sometimes,i admit..my life sucks a lot...i knew...its my attitude,my freakin bad attitude..but who cares!!! this is whom i called mysely as LAMBIYA!! accept me 4 who i am..if u cant,just back it off!! aku xsuke org tego cre aku..aku sdikit bossy...aku suke ikot pale otak aku yg aku rse sebesar kapal kot..sbb aku mmg seorang yg bsr kpale n super duper stubborn!! tp ko bkn aku,n aku bkn ko..aku mau saja bg isyarat warning(****) pd mrk yg xphm bhse n suke sgt jage tepi kain jemuran org...klu korg xske pon pliss la jgn ajak org lain benci aku...sume org ade pndpt sendri kan? hey!! ko pon x perfect... so....sdr dri ye manusia??? b'pijaklah pade bumi yg nyata...

i need strength...;(

wat would it feels to be abandon???? hav u ever feel it before? i do...yesterday,today,tomorrow or even someday...i admit it..i do...i really hate being in this kind of situation...faithfully..its hurt me soo badly...its lacerate my heart onto pieces....i noe..im a bad person,im not good enough to be on their side..but nobody's perfect..think deeply wat n how does i felt when they juz threw me juz like dat...tell me..! we used to be loving each other more than anything...but u broke my heart...we r walking 2gether..n its hard 4 those other to separating us..but its u that broke our fortress,u the one who impure n contaminate our grasp... finally they walk in a pair..leaving the others with questions n thought...why?? why?? why?? how could u!!! i love u!! i really do...god knows..He heard me...im not interest to tell anybody about wat i feel, coz u r da only place where i disgorge all of my sadness,my sorrow,my everything...now u gone..leaving me to the rest...they asking me with a cynical face...hmmm..;( so,i better thinks that two is bettr than one,three or four..even we used to hanging out together,i felt empty..n i think i better walk alone,n juz let u be with the one that u feel comfy..everyday was nothing 4 me..i've lost my confidence,n my humour...im no longer bubbly as i used to be..im tired of this..dats y i juz letting u go..im sorie if my decision hurts u n creating angryness or madness..but i hav to..im ashame of myself n i ashame with u...i cant go back coz i really hurt..im suffered a lot!!! i always pray 4 ur happiness n healthyness..god bless u all..